Witnessing Larry King get escorted out of Barney’s felt good, a little like revenge for what he did to my mother.
Because my left shoulder hurts from my grandfather’s violin. Because my knees belong to my mother.
My father’s boat settled a very long war waging inside him – whether or not he sacrificed enough for his family.
You more beautiful than I remember, your dress just a little too tight, a little too short, already forgiving yourself for being so late.
My song becomes a prayer – that my family and friends withstand the isolation and overcome their fear of death.
Here I was on Kauai, and there she was in hospice in New Jersey, and and why would she remember our death pact?
I thought of all the miles by brother pedaled trying to hold onto my mother’s faith for all of us.
The Rabbi pulled me onto his lap and told me about his God. He assured me his heart had healed.
When we arrived to the hospital, my grandmother was in a coma and three men were crying at the foot of her bed.
The real question was how do I protect my daughter from the parts of my mother that live in me?
I became restless for something I couldn’t find in a contract or a bank account, or between the thighs of a man.
My mother and I shared each other’s dreams, shadows, and every ghost who floated into our home.